oh no, I thought at the end of the SIP, I'll be stress-less and worries-free! I'm kinda stuck with a question now.... "Should I continue for another 2 months" Raymond probe me with this question again. They are quite keen in taking me for the next 2 months. Remember my previous previous previous blog which i mentioned about taking me as a full-time staff? Actually I have made up my mind - to leave after SIP. But after the conversation with Jimmy, that leaves me in search for someone to confide in. Jimmy told him, he overheard Raymond talking to Tessa and Tracy that he wants to groom me into a researcher. The more i think about it, the more vex i am! Really. Jimmy says sometimes in life you really need some luck to find someone willing to groom you. Yes, i know i a lucky fella, but there's pros and cons. Firstly, I am not confident enough in taking up the position. Secondly, being a researcher faces tremendous amount of stress each day. Client servicing, reports, proposals and the list goes on. pros? I will be a great experience and to train myself mentally.

I asked cien and boy for their opinion last night. Cien told me just be happy for the choice I've made. Boy told me to continue coz' its a worthwhile investment and it's 2 months. Get it over and done with and move on....

How?